One Thing After Another..

It has been a while since my last update. Life is way too messy at the moment with never ending workload and coping with life. Ever since, I've been diagnosed with HIV, there are ups and downs in my life. There were the times I felt full of optimism. Sometimes, I just crumble.

Last weekend I did this 10km run in Clapham Common for charity called Starfish Charity Organization. This charity is to give support and hope to children with HIV in southern Africa. This time I managed to finished in 55 minutes. Much better than my last one in British 10k Run. Well, only one minute but hey it still an improvement.

I met this guy named Greg during the run. He keep looking at me while I'm doing the stretching. Then he came to words me and asking some question. He quite an attractive guy, for me at least. I always have a hot for a mature fit guy with salt and pepper hair. He is fast runner not to mention!! Unfortunately, he didn't ask my number but we did kiss before we left.

Trying to put my disappointment aside, I made an appointment to meet with this mature guy, David after the run. Besides, he live not far from that area.

David at his 50's still looking oh-so-gorgeous. A father of 2, divorced and recently had a granddaughter. Fit guy with salt and pepper hair. This guy really turn me on big time!! He live in a nice house with the nice view of the Thames. This guy can fuck like a porn star. Upside down and all around. He even fuck me at the balcony facing the Thames!! Did I mentioned on the dining table?? LOL.

It was all fun and hot until he called me today to let me know that a guy that he had slept with few weeks back had a chlamydia. Damn it!! He still don't know his status, not until next week and he urged me to do the test. Silly bugger. 

Actually, I had my test last week and waiting for the result at the moment. So, I'm not sure whether I need a re-test or not, which made me to order the test kit from online pharmacy so that I can had a test myself.

I don't know why this series of unfortunate event keep happening to me. Not that I am not being careful. It is all safe sex all the way. I hope I am clean. And I hope David clean too because I can't wait to ride his dick again!!

Cheers!!!

A Week After...

It has been a week now since I found out that I am positive. 

I just came back from an appointment to see one the health advisor at Dean Street Clinic in Soho. So far, everything is good. The viral load is less than 20,000. So, they are not going to start any treatment on me because the viral load considered as low. Apparently the virus is at it dormant phase or inactive. The health advisor said that I am probably had the infection for quite sometime (probably more that a year), which explain why viral load is low.

I am quite please with the result anyway. The fact that I don't need to start the treatment immediately, I was quite relieved anyway. Because, at this point, it is bad enough that I keep saying to myself everytime I woke up every morning that today is another day for me as a HIV positive person, I don't need a pill to keep reminding me that!

I'm off to Munich tomorrow for a holiday. It is actually a holiday at the wrong time and I am not in the mood for holiday anyway due to recent circumstances. But, since I have paid for the flight tickets and everything already, I decided to go anyway. Besides, it is better go off somewhere and do something rather than just laying in bed whole day and doing nothing.

Ok, now...where's my passport??!!!!