I had my test on 24th August 2011. The day that changed my life forever. The day that I will never forget. Frankly speaking, I never had myself tested before. I have been so stupid with my action.
I always thought that I am negative. Yes I do. I thought that I am the least person to get infected despite my sexual activeness. Because I hooked up with good and descent people. Not just simply pick them in the bar or club. They were descent people with good career and good background.
But you never know their health status right?? It doesn't means that they are immune from HIV.
And I was being stupid enough to let them enter me unprotected!
At one point, I don't have the gut to take the test. I am afraid that it might be positive. I've been in denial about my health status.
My advice to you guys, if you haven't test yourself yet, you better doing it. It is better to know than not knowing. At least you can start your treatment immediately and live a longer life.
If you are having multiple sex partners, you have to get yourself tested every 3 months.
If you are having sex with only one partner, you have to get yourself tested every 6 months.
Am I scare?? Yes I am. I am trying my best to look on the positive side but right now I didn't see any. How I wish this is just a dream....
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